Trigger Warning I’m feeling better, so back to pondering. I can’t tell you how happy I am to be able to ponder today. Just imagine it, ok? I have some issues with diagnoses. Cutting or other self injury (SI) is one diagnostic criteria for Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD). Along with repeated suicide attempts. Read the [...]Tags: blog therapy, bloody annoying, diagnosis, frustration, mental illness

RANT WARNING Other stuff after the sorta foul-mouthed rant, but hey, a rant is a rant. Immi is cranky. Immi is sick to death of customers. Immi is especially sick to death of stupid customers who send stupid emails. I just need to be able to do very simple searches to view all that you have for [...]Tags: anger, bloody annoying, c-ptsd, dim bulb, fear, frustration

I actually wrote this on July 7th. Back before I quit the group I mention in it. The thing I wonder is why I put up with so much for so long. Must be a mental problem Dear Assholes (Collectively), There are many good people around in this group, but also abusive, mean-spirited [...]Tags: frustration

“All that is necessary for the triumph of evil is that good men do nothing.” (Edmund Burke) Of course, we can help evil along a good bit by being backbiting, jumping to conclusions, treating people meanly, being drama queens, and so on. I seem to be addicted to so much of that. Trying to do good for [...]Tags: c-ptsd, frustration, quote of the day

Yeah. I’m afraid I’m beyond my tolerance with the thing though. Actually, I know I have been for some time. Now I’m just wondering when I’ll stop abusing myself with it.Can I post this jpg? [JPG was attached reading: Abused Group Seeking New Home] Can I? Can I huh? Nah, apparently I won’t stop [...]Tags: frustration

If the moniker fits… wear it. Mzxyzptlk “possesses nigh-limitless reality-bending powers” Yeah, that’s me. Of course, I’m so far from the rest of the world’s reality that I’m not sure I’d recognize it if it bit me on the ass. In fact, I’ve bent reality to the point I wonder if I even visit [...]Tags: dim bulb, frustration