RANT WARNING Other stuff after the sorta foul-mouthed rant, but hey, a rant is a rant. Immi is cranky. Immi is sick to death of customers. Immi is especially sick to death of stupid customers who send stupid emails. I just need to be able to do very simple searches to view all that you have for [...]Tags: anger, bloody annoying, c-ptsd, dim bulb, fear, frustration

If something can be blown out of proportion to the magnitude of a catastrophe, most of us can do.  Some of us are “better” at it than others. Nevermind that it’s not useful and makes us feel incredibly anxious, some of us get in the habit. Perhaps we should take up another habit instead. Today’s a [...]Tags: anxiety, c-ptsd, DBT, mental health

I started thinking of labels because of my recent post on tolerance. After later reading that post I realized it’s not that I’m intolerant of mental illness, per se. I’m scared of it, whether in myself or others. Understandably so, considering that mental illness has wreaked havoc on my life since birth. OK, I’ll [...]Tags: bipolar, bpd, c-ptsd, mental illness

I was whizzing around the web today trying to forget the bs going on around me. I stumbled across a site called “Untreatable’s Blog -Borderline Personality Self Harm Depression“. Quite the title. Apparently Untreatable has been diagnosed with Severe Major Depressive Disorder with Psychotic features, Borderline Personality Disorder, Chronic Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Generalized [...]Tags: bipolar, bpd, c-ptsd, meds, sanity

“All that is necessary for the triumph of evil is that good men do nothing.” (Edmund Burke) Of course, we can help evil along a good bit by being backbiting, jumping to conclusions, treating people meanly, being drama queens, and so on. I seem to be addicted to so much of that. Trying to do good for [...]Tags: c-ptsd, frustration, quote of the day

but she’s standing at the edge of the ring and looking over the ropes into the abyss. Talk about a shit happening day. Woke up having flashbacks. Then got fucked over by my credit card processor. Then by my shopping cart service. Then by a friend so sick that even though she didn’t mean to [...]Tags: c-ptsd, depression