Shrink says rash caused by ulcer meds making Trileptal does flop around.  Last dose last night so should not be prob any more.  Steroid cream has made it stop beign a total PITA by now anyway.

Thanks but I do not take lamictal/lamotrigine. if yousearch for lamictal on this blog you’ll see why. I didn’t give me a rash. It gave me about 25 other side effects though.

By the way, as a PSA:  Lamictal/lamotrigine is just one of the anticonvulsants that can cause serious or fatal rashes. All of that class of drugs can. Lamictal has just gotten the most press about it.

Starting Abilify in the morning. Had problem (or panic attack?) when started at regular dose years ago. Trying now at 1/4 the regular starting dose. Wish me luck.

I have to turn down an invitation to a friends house in next state over to go to a party and a concert because I already have my full load of upheaval of my schedule filled up for October. That SHITS.  I am TIRED of working my tail off to manage bipolar when the meds dont’ work or make me sick.  I’m just plain angry and frustrated and depressed about the whole mess.

Hell, it’ll pass. It always does. The worst curse of bipolar is its best blessing: nothing ever stays the same.

I’ll be back in a week or so to say Ability turned me purple and made me cluck like a chicken no doubt. For now, I don’t feel much like talking about it on a daily bassis. *hugs to my friends* thanks for understanding

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Triggers warning. Srsly. And other stuff too

As my head swings around in circles following my eyeballs about, I wonder just why no one ever found any way to help me earlier in life.  I felt and sometimes still feel hugely invalidated sometimes that no one seemed to care what was going on with me mentally.
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RANT WARNING
Other stuff after the sorta foul-mouthed rant, but hey, a rant is a rant.

Immi is cranky. Immi is sick to death of customers. Immi is especially sick to death of stupid customers who send stupid emails.

I just need to be able to do very simple searches to view all that you have for sale, click a button to add to cart, and then go to checkout.

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