This was the wrong day for that company to charge my card for their service that I’ve been trying to cancel since mid-January. Can you say F A I L ? Massive fail.
I called their main number up and asked to speak to “whoever it is that handles it when your company defrauds former customers because they’ve fraudulently charged my credit card”. Wow, I got to a real live human within 12 seconds and that real live human credited my card for the charge today as well as for the latter half of January, and closed my account. Idiots.
Why was this day such a wrong day for that?
I got woken up by an idiot banging on the door for 10 minutes because my mother told the idiot to just knock. Apparently she’s doing something for said idiot. Well, my half of the house and my bedroom is nearer the main door that was being banged on and my going-deaf mother couldn’t hear the banging. I knew that noone on the planet would knock for me before 8am, they’d know to call first. So I tried ignoring it. Didn’t work. I finally grabbed my phone, dragged it under the covers with me, and called my mother and told her someone wouldn’t stop banging on the door and I was half naked and wasn’t going to answer it. Well that solved that. Unfortunately by then I was wide awake and annoyed. Sleep til regular time: Fail.
Between that and being so wired that even though I took my traz, I only got about 5 hours of sleep. Not conducive to calming. Not that much is right now. I can’t seem to concentrate on a book or on tv or meditation or any of the things that usually help me chill out. Bloody annoying. I can concentrate on making things (maybe it uses more brain power? who knows), but that can easily keep me up all night or into next week if I don’t pay attention.
I don’t guess that the lowest dose of the traz is enough at this point. Eh well, can fix that by taking the next dose up. Pdoc has me rx’d for lowest dose or 4 times that. Lord spare me from needing the 4x dose; I hate that morning trazodone hangover. But I’ll do what I must. Hypomania is definitely a two-edged sword.
But I’m wide awake even though I didn’t get enough sleep. Oh so very wide. And have gotten a bunch of stuff done. I even got about an hour’s nap forced in there, part of that 5 hours total sleep. (Traz linger allowed me a nap? Who knows, but I’ll take it.) And didn’t even cuss out the idiots who charged my account when they shouldn’t have, nor my mother or the idiot for waking me up. So I guess I’m doing fairly well as things go. Next plan: Get through DBT this afternoon without smacking my head on the ceiling metaphorically or causing a ruckus. murmurs… you can do this Immi you can do this
Hmmms. Perhaps I should get cleaned up and dressed first. LOL
*waves* Hope yall are having a less fail day! *runs off nekkid to get clean and dressed*
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Yeah, take the traz if you have to. I remember that hangover – ugh! I hope DBT goes OK for you today!
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I hope the DBT went well. I think I’d rather take DBT than CBT.
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WC – Yeah, hangover city. Oh well. DBT went fine, no ruckus.
Laura – I’ve no idea what the big difference is between DBT and CBT since DBT is essentially CBT plus Zen. Comically enough, I’d wanted CBT but got DBT, had no choice. Odd world we live in.